re-ignited

Okay I have to blog before I delay again. Things've been going pretty well... 'cept for the fact that I have failed 4 subjects; commerce, geo, history, and malay in the 1st term... am i upset? Of course i am. This is actually the 1st time i failed many subjects at the same time.. i was quite shocked to hear i failed geo, cuz even though i hate geo and how extraordinarily bo0oring it is, i've always achieved good marks at it. Oh well. Can do better nexttime ;) What I am really proud of is... that I've aced math! Yipeee! From a big fat zero to practically a 65, what an improvement! I've never had a credit in math for so long! Hehe and now I'm aiming for distinction. Tuition is really working. I'm liking math. I'm thanking God for helping me get through this cuz I remember just wanting to give up last year after failing countless math tests. I thought my brain was most undeveloped.. Some bad news though. Getting 60+ in my english is not good. How can I get ...

Acts29's Destiny camp! This time we were accomodated at a hotel. I know what you're thinking... a room to ourselves? Awesome! This is our view; you can see the stadium and the ICC ^__^ ^-- Pastor Jayme! He is sooooo cool. And soooo verryyy anointed. Crazy games :: pie-eating contest! Joyce and Jellyphine: Oh my... Pstr. Jayme: Me..?? Youu....!? aahh mee? Boy: *stares at pstr. Jayme* Javon: *goes crazy* Madz, me, Angie, Carrie, Jenny, and Ijeoma! Lol Javon, San, and Jam (not sure of the other girl) entertaining us during dinner... Osaze doing Javon's hair! =D Yay I've always wanted to see Joyce do that in real-life! w00ts! Go Joyce!! Awww... Derek, Angie, and Madz... nice pic, eh? Upside-down?! Tsk..tsk.. Angel! ;p It was really sad when we had ta leave early... we so badly wanted to attend the last session! Haha well anyway we thought we were gonna leave at 10am sunday morning but then during breakfast pstr. Ramesh came at about 9am and everyone was like, what, leaving ...

Will be off to youth camp on Friday. I'm pumped! There's nothing like drawing closer to God with other youth for 3 days, where there are no distractions such as schoolwork. I can't wait to eat, sleep, and breathe God! Only problem is.... ANGELLLL!!!! COME BACK THIS INSTANT!!!! WE WANT YOU TO COME!!!!

You know, staying in the Empire hotel for the 2nd time two weekends ago was great. It was indeed one of the blessings God graciously endowes on His people in this Year of Awesome Power. I have to say though, that I was quite grumpy for no reason at all during that time. It seemed as if the enemy is bogging me down with negative thoughts, saying "You're not good enough... you're not worth it..." and I remember sitting in Pantai restaurant positioned beside the hotel's artificial beach... when I heard His Spirit whisper to me; "My grace is sufficient for you... for My strength is made perfect in weakness.." I rested my eyes from the blinding midday sun and thought about the verse His Spirit reminded me of, and it occured to me that it held great meaning, something deeper. To keep me from becoming conceited because of these surpassingly great revelations, there was given me a thorn in my flesh, a messenger of Satan, to torment me. Three times I pleaded with...

I want to hideaway... she beat me up pulled my hair scraped me pieced by piece scoured at for being disrespected i wanted to die but life is worth living... if only because of You the race gets tougher but You were always there on the sidelines cheering me on, picking me up but one thing i know. i hate consequences im just numb left my mouth zipped and all i can do is use my hands to write this...

I luvvved surfin at Google videos when i was in Phils... well since my internet connection here is slower I don't do much anymore. Neways! Some of the videos I thought were really amusing... here are the top 3 i remember... go check them out (i recommend right-clicking on the link and open in new tab for firefox users) : Fall Out Boy home video... "..we're goin down tuuu on a luuuleeeluurahhh...." The Quest for the Candy Bar "I want it that waaayyy...."